orangedrumchick's Journal

12:16am: One
...of those days. Yea, those. One of those days that only Stephanie can have. One of those bipolar days. Good day? Bad day?...you know I'm not really sure...I think it's one of those list days...lists always make me feel better.

Florida Christian Career is coming to a close...as much as I don't want to admit it...my subconcious is making it known to the rest of me. I find myself walking through the halls taking mental pictures, trying to take everything in. As exited as I am to leave...It's going to be so hard to let go.

I am a Miami Hurricane. No more panic. I start August 24th.

AP Tests next week.

Still working on Calculus...I don't want to take a final.

I love my baby brother...he makes my heart smile.

Certain people just have a way of brightening up my day...phone calls at 11:00 am from a certain individual will do it every time.

Thumper Bunny is 3 years and 3 months old today.

Joel is still alive...suprisingly...(Lol...the turtle...although I haven't killed his namesake yet, or vice versa).

I miss Yannick...this seems to be the constant in my life lately...missing Yannick. Taking to someone almost every day for almost 5 years...and then going weeks without talking to them...is nuts.

<3 Rexy

Working out feels good...eating healthy even better...Cheating on my diet (there are no words). =)

Banquet date...lol...this is going to be interesting.

FCS Baseball...straight to States.

Europe...may 21- june 1

Greece... <3

Lunch Boxes Rock...

I am loved.

Beach on Saturday :)

I miss Jen...

I miss nice weather...

I miss Mom...

I should start sleeping again...

...I amaze myself with my great ideas...goodnight.

1:25am: The insomniac discovers surveys.... lol
FIRSTS

First best friend: Steven Harmon
First car: 1990 Plymouth Acclaim
First kiss: Kevin Shamas...(woah...takin everyone back with that one)
First screen name: Dorling06...not much has changed
First self purchased album: No Doubt's tragic kingdom...which was stolen from me...although I've discovered it's whereabouts this past year
First pets: Steven, Stephanie, and Papo...my 3 goldfish
First piercing/tattoo: my ears...I was like 5 months old
First musician you remember hearing in your house: definitely Billy Joel...or perhapse the Eagles.
First girl/boyfriend: yep. Kevin Shamas.

LASTS.

Last car ride: Home from Jamba
Last kiss: :)
Last good cry: haven't had one of those for a while...
Last library book checked out: Umm...checked out something the other day about Walt Whitman
Last movie seen: Finding Neverland...watched it with Jen...very cute.
Last food consumed: Smoothie :)
Last crush: crush?...Do I still get those? ha! =P
Last girl/boyfriend: Gabriel
Last phone call: Jilly
Last time showered: 20 minutes ago
Last shoes worn: My black on black hightop converse =)
Last cd played: Interpol-Antics
Last item bought: Gum
Last annoyance: my father singing Cindy Lauper...(yes..girls just wanna have fun)
Last disappointment: Aunti Marilyn
Last time scolded: hmm...the other day...Left my turtle in the sink...
Last website visited: Myspace
Last word you said: "Bunny"....("Dad, did you feed the bunny?"
Last song you sang: "you may be right" ...it was on the CD at work
What color socks are you wearing? black
What time did you wake up today? 7:45 am
What is your career going to be? Occupational Therapist
Where are you going to live? wherever the wind blows me
How many kids do you want? 6 ....or 4...Even numbers. ("But I'm the middle child!"..."shut up Jamie...so is your sister")
What kind of car(s): A Huge truck...and a good beach car

CURRENT

Current mood: tired...complacent
Current music: the frog outside
Current taste: my toothpaste
Current hair: down...
Current clothes: tanktop and warmup pants
Current annoyance(s): the frog outside
Current desktop picture: Rexy
Current book: "Redeaming Love"
Current love: Rexy
Current crush: The frog outside..."Going to crush him under my tire"
Current hate: ...guess...Yup...the frog outside

11:21pm: My feet back on the ground, and a newly found love(or in this case a puppy)
I'm in this amazingly good mood...I'm not usually one to let one thing get me down, but lately things have been a bit overwhelming. I guess everything sort of starting to "pan out". I know where I'm going to school... (Although I'm not sure of where all the money is going to come from... (Baby steps right?). I'm also relieved that high school is almost over...or that my Florida Christian career is almost over. Yes, I will say that it is absolutely THE MOST bitter sweet experience ever...I've been in a bubble for the past 13 years of my life, and I can't wait to get out. On the other hand, I'm so afraid to leave the comfort zone that I've been in. Same people...same routine...13 years...I've grown very accustomed to this one particular way of doing things, and I'm so scared to leave. It's a growing experience; I know I'll be glad when it's all over... (This is when you have to say screw baby steps...take the leap).

I'm also trying to take advantage of the so called "little things in life". My little brother and I have always been very close...this past year it's been kind of difficult with school and such...and GOSH...I miss that kid so much. It's getting better though. I go to see him whenever I can, hang out, help him out with his homework, and beat him up a bit, (I have to play big sister...and older brother). My relationship with him has been something that I've been taking for granted. Your siblings are your best link to your past, and the people most likely to stick with you in the future! Get to know them! They'll make it up to you in the most unexpectedly awesome ways... (They know you better than you know yourself sometimes).

Friendships...now there's another one. I've recently found out that new friends are a great form of stress-relief, as well as a wonderful and inspiring escape...(and they're just darn fun)...thankyou...thankyou. There are some friendships that have to be worked on and tweaked constantly, be made, and remade all the time. Please...if you're in one of these...get out. I've found that the best kind of friends to have...are the kind that you can be away from for years...and after all that time, when you talk to them, it's like you haven't lost a day. And then there's your basic Jill, Yannick, Lexi, Joel, Emi, Meech...and JOSH! Those are the best...those people that call you up at 3 in the morning...to tell you about the wonderful epiphany that they've had while sitting on the toilet...the kind who will share custody of a puppy with you...or the kind that you can talk to for hours about the most ridiculous things...and still feel like you're accomplishing something by having the conversation. Some of these "seeds of friendship" planted at the FOUNDATION OF THE EARTH... (Or at the building of the Alumni Gymnasium rather...)...to these I am thankful...you are a blessing.

Rexy...
You know...you know you've lost your mind when you are willing to spend hundreds of dollars on a dog. A DOG. Not even a pure-breed...award-winning...show-jumping dog. A MUTT. A German Shepherd/Lab/Boxer/Pit-bull/Chihuahua for all I know...A Reximus Maximus. He stole my heart...

Enough of the Ramblings for tonight! Go to sleep STEPHANIE!

11:25pm: Great Day Today...
Gosh...I've not been in the best mood for the past week and a half or so...but today made up for alot. It was a BEAUTIFUL day, great day to be out in the sun. I had to work all day, but was able to soak in some sun nevertheless. Work was great....Jorge managed to be my headach of the day...as always, but that's nothing new. The entire Jamba Congregation has my back, including every last one of the other managers who happen to hate him also. He's a child...a stupid child...and will be delt with as such.

I miss Dana...and Mom...alot. Too much...

I miss Yannick...(yea yea...it was inevitable...bound to happen...shut up...all of you)

I DID get to see someone today that never fails to cheer me up...

I want a dog...

I need money...

I love my dress...

I WILL clean out my room and my bathroom this week!

I will study calculus like a beast (I don't want to take any finals)...

I will keep up with my workout routine...

I will never EVER eat McDonalds or any fast food ever again after watching SUPER SIZE ME

I've lost 3 pounds from not drinking soda...and not putting sorbet in my smoothies =)

I love my little cousin Dani ...she rocks!

Need to wake up early tomorrow. Going to try and get some school work done in the morning and get some sun before I head off to work. Goodnight all! Enjoy the rest of your weekend. =)

9:49pm: Yes...She Lives...
This wasn't the greatest weekend in the world...so I'm not entirely thrilled about writing about it. Soooo....what do you say we start tomorrow! Clean Slate? Yep...that works for me too!!!...

Missions for the week:

Be Optimistic...
Be Organized...
Take Dana somewhere he'd enjoy...(I love my little brother).


Until tomorrow!

6:47pm: Leavin on a Jet Plane...
I'll be back sunday! =P no pun intended with the song of course. I'm goin up to hang out with Michi and Miss Klose for spring break...I'm soooo exited. Anywho...chea...just wanted to give that little tid-bit of info. Until next sunday!...

-STEPH!

11:42pm: Quite the Bipolar St. Patrick's Day
Today was National Skip Day...Sooo...In light of this wonderful holiday, Lexi and I went to the beach. We got there at around 10:15...and left at around 1:30. It was beatiful. The sun was out, the wind was blowing ...(yea...blowing sand everywhere)...the water was freezing, but soooo nice. I also got a lovely tan to take with me to New Jersey. AND! To top it all off, we say Iggy Pop and his Rolz and the fire which swallowed his car. I have pictures. Went to "Boy"'s house before work...hung out...What a great day.

Chea...right, Until about 4:30pm when the rain took over. INSANE RAIN! But a wonderful day none the less.

OH! Also...to add to the ugliness of the beautiful day...It turs out that my beautiful tan...Is an insanely painful sunburn. I look like a lobster...a cute lobster...but a lobster just the same. I feel that in times such as this...one must embrace their inner lobster...or outer lobster...depending on the stregnth of the burn and how red and/or painful it is.

Tomorrow is another day out in the sun. No more of this troglodyte life.

Troglodyte: Cave Dweller, Caveman (woman), One who is reclusive and does not enjoy sunlight.

10:40pm: felix..
For all of those people named Felix Martinez...This post is to Honor you.
There...Happy now? =P

8:02pm: Taking a breather...
Wow...It's the Wednesday before spring break...tomorrow being National Senior Skip Day...of which I am taking full advantage of. I will be waking up early tomorrow to turn in some money at school and pick up a couple of last minute things for THE TRIP and then it's off the the beach with Jill, Joel, and Lexi! One last bit of Florida Sunshine before I go to Philly, New York, and New Jersey. I leave Sunday and get back on the 27th...I was hoping to come back on Thursday...but Michelle's wonderful choice of airlines only has 4 flights out that day...AAAAND they're all sold out. I just hope Jen can put up with me for a few more days...gosh...God bless her soul. lol.

I work tomorrow...gosh...and friday. I was stupid enough to take a shift from Morgan on Sarurday...completely forgetting the fact that I wait for the last minute to do everything, and will most likely need that day to pack.
I'm hoping to cut my hair before i leave also...I need to get rid of the mop...it's driving me nuts.
Well...I need to get started on that wonderful thing called packing...or at least figure out what I want to bring. Stephannie...Doing something before it's really supposed to be done?! no! I shant ever believe it!

Later All!

4:07pm: the survey

TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey
Name:	Steph
Birthday:	January 28th
Birthplace:	Miami
Current Location:	Coral Gables
Eye Color:	Green
Hair Color:	Brown
Height:	5'8''
Right Handed or Left Handed:	Right
The Shoes You Wore Today:	Flip Flops
Your Weakness:	short tempered
Your Fears:	Drowning
Your Perfect Pizza:	Thin crust, Onion and Greenpepper
Your Most Overused Phrase On an IM:	"Awesome...Awesome"
Thoughts First Waking Up:	"Can I afford 15 more minutes, and still make it on tie
Your Best Physical Feature:	Eyes...
Your Bedtime:	2 am on weekdays...on weekends...sooner not staying up doing homework
Your Most Missed Memory:	him...yes...that dude...
Pepsi or Coke:	Neither...Water
MacDonalds or Burger King:	Burger King
Single or Group Dates:	Single
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea:	Neither...Chai...
Chocolate or Vanilla:	Neither...Caramel
Cappuccino or Coffee:	Neither...Tea
Do you Smoke:	Nope
Do you Swear:	Only when I'm mad
Do you Sing:	Do I? yes... Can I? Absolutely not
Do you Shower Daily:	lol...yes..I enjoy not smelling like a foot
Have you Been in Love:	Once upon a time...
Do you want to go to College:	I'm going!
Do you want to get Married:	eventually
Do you belive in yourself:	yes...
Do you get Motion Sickness:	hmm...depends
Do you think you are Attractive:	I have my days...once in a while...
Are you a Health Freak:	lol...yes...but I always cheat
Do you get along with your Parents:	My father is my 50 year old little brother...and my mother is my psycotic older sister...figure it out
Do you like Thunderstorms:	only at night
Do you play an Instrument:	a few...Drums, All Percussion, Clarient, Oboe
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol:	nope
In the past month have you Smoked:	nope
In the past month have you been on Drugs:	nope
In the past month have you gone on a Date:	Yes...
In the past month have you gone to a Mall:	Yes...
Have you ever eaten a box of Oreos:	lol..yes
In the past month have you eaten Sushi:	YES!!! Yesterday...and Last Sunday...all the time.
In the past month have you been on Stage:	Yep...Band Concert...what a dork.
In the past month have you been Dumped:	not in the way one would think...
In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping:	nope
In the past month have you Stolen Anything:	a kiss
Ever been Drunk:	nope
Ever been called a Tease:	yes...he took it back
Ever been Beaten up:	nope
Ever Shoplifted:	nope
How do you want to Die:	in my sleep
What do you want to be when you Grow Up:	a rockstar...okay no...A doctor
What country would you most like to Visit:	Ireland
In a Boy/Girl..
Favourite Eye Color:	green with little flecks of brown...or just brown
Favourite Hair Color:	dirty blonde...or brown
Short or Long Hair:	longish
Height:	taller than 5'9''
Weight:	under 500 pounds please...lol...
Best Clothing Style:	T-Shirt, Jeans, and Flip Flops...(The "I don't care style")
Number of Drugs I have taken:	none
Number of CDs I own:	too many
Number of Piercings:	3 in each ear
Number of Tattoos:	2 (previewofcoming attraction)
Number of things in my Past I Regret:	too many
CREATE YOUR OWN! - or - GET PAID TO TAKE SURVEYS!

Current Mood: complacent

1:35am: Just when you think you have it all figured out...
...you realize it was never in your hands to begin with. It's not up to me. I keep forgetting that. It doesn't matter what I want. It's what HE wants for my life...and I guess that was the reason for this tryst (good word...go look it up)...for that I will always be thankful to the maker of the "cheese sandwhich"...thankyou Pancake.

I talked to Yannick tonight. Thank God. I needed that...

Jill's in New York...

Need to start working on Hamlet...

Had an ALEXANDER DAY today...speaking of which...I bought that book...awesome kids book. Good to have around on one of "those terrible, horrible, no good, very bad, days" =)

Need to clean my room...

need to look for more scholarships...

Michi and I are going to see Miss Klose for spring break!!! WOO HOO!!! YAY!!!

Found my banquet dress...I think.... =)...it's yellow...how weird..I know...

Okay...I'm off to watch When Harry Met Sally...I really can't sleep...that should do it. "I hate you Harry...I really do"

10:02pm: ...just breathe
It's all coming back. It's funny...we can hit rock bottom, do everything wrong that a person could possbily do, and completely turn our backs on the One who did everything to keep us out of what we insist on going back to...and yet...He still loves us, and provides a way out. Lord, you are so good to me..."dispite all my demanding, I still find you understanding".

Dispite some minor issues that I could have done without...This weekend was amazing. My birthday was on friday...Saturday...well...(thankyou Mike...for being my escape...and my form of therapy for the past couple weeks.)

I have been blessed me with the most amazing friends and family...even though I take them for granted sometimes...BUT NO MORE!!!...I'm going back to church on Saturday...

Anywho...enough!...Silly Steph is still here!!! Did you miss her? I sure as heck did.

Emi and Joel are lovers...No, I'm not stating the obvious...I mean my baby turtles...They get on top of eachother...and while it IS quite cute, it reminds me of certain times where their name sakes have taken it a bit TOO FAR...::cough cough::

Anywho...it's about that time for me to return to the abyss known as my room...

Until next time...Same bat time...same bat channel....

Tootles...

5:35pm: Old Fart...
Well...I officially had an awesome 18th birthday. I didn't do anything nuts or crazy...just pretty much a normal birthday...but it rocked in any case...
I went with Jill, Joel, Emi, Lexi, Yannick, and My dad to Samurai...so fun...I love them.

Lexi, Joel, and Emi got me 2 baby turtles...since Chalupa died...their names are Joel and Emi...I'll post pictures soon! =)

Still haven't heard anything from UM...grr...

I miss Josh...and Yannick...and Jeff... =(

grrr....anywho...much more to talk about...

but not now...Let's just say that God has a funny way of letting people into your life at the right times... thankyou Mike

11:42pm: Loving the new year...
Alright...It's almost 7 days into the new year...and I am absolutely loving it... for the most part.

Believe it or not my new years resolution is still holding up...I am MORE ORGANIZED and a better person because of it.It's sick that I look foward to my days off so that I can come home and organize and clean my room...

Speaking of days off...I've been working like a beast...and school it getting a little better...It will be crazy soon, because of projects and such.

I still have to apply to FIU...Miami Dade Honors...and I find out in 8 days weather or not I got into UM. I'm finnally NOT going away...maybe after 2 years...but for now..that's not even on my mind. I mean sure, it would give me a chance to get away, but Miami is home...it always will be.

Jill came back from London...Joel isn't having a nervous breakdown anymore...

Yannick isn't moving...

Josh and I aren't speaking...for reasons whick will remain unsaid... (Oh ya bro?!)

I'm off tomorrow..YAY!!! Room cleaning time!!! ...Lol...it's a sickness...it really is...

okay...sleep time, school tommorrow...I should be doing homework...but no...not me =P...so much for that responsible thing...

2:09am: Happy New Year!!!
Well...it's a new year...which means fresh starts. I like the sound of that. I'm actually off to bed now...Hope everyone has a happy new year...and that all of your wishes as well as your resolutions come true!!!

Goodnight!!!

12:57am: ...Yea, Yea...I'm alive
Hello, Hello!

Wow...Over a month...much has happened...not that I'm going to actually right about all of it...but w/e...Just making a side note that YES, Stephanie DOES in fact have a life. Lol

Hmm...School has been out for a little while, obviously..Mid-terms kicked my butt, but we'll see how the grades are turning out when they update Edline.

Still waiting to get certified...AP Bio trip on the 12th-15th =)

Bought Dana a turtle for Christmas...bought one for myself also... Couldnt pass up that opp. I'm getting 2 more...one for each of us. Supposidly they die if you keep them by themselves.

Christmas was OKAY...didn't feel like Christmas this year...all the hype for one HUGE...letdown...

New years is coming up...time to make and break some new years resolutions... =)...this year is going to be...try to be more responsible and organized ... okay...we'll see

Turtle needs a name...help me think of one..

okay...need some sleep...I'll be around... =)

6:08pm: Could it be?
Holy crap...I'm actually gonna update the stuid journal. I have seriously been neglecting this thing...poor little journal.

Wow...where to start...

School and work have officially been kicking my butt. I applied to UM...working on my Miami Dade Honors app...2 more to go.

Work is Okay...going well...Billy, Hector, and Paul turned in their two-weeks notices the other day. Fricken Jorge is killing Jamba Juice. It's not gonna be the same without my guys... =(

Morgan might come to work there... so that's a plus...

To tell you the truth I'm not really in the mood to write...I just wanted to get something on here for my little journal readers... =)


Until next time...

2:12pm: ...
Ok...I have officially been neglecting my poor journal... and for some darn good reasons.

School is INSANE, work...fun as always but it's putting a damper in school time and social matters. There was a bit of internal drama in the heart and mind of our dear Stephanie. All seems to be okay now...I just hope that things will repair themsleves overtime...

I miss Yannick...that's nothing new...but the fact that I can actually say that outloud...is insane. Lol I'm not sure if that's healthy. We don't talk everyday anymore...which pisses me off in a way...but shhh i didn't say that...maybe I've been weird because of that.

I need to try and wake up on Sundays for church. I used to go every Saturday...but Jamba made me a weekend warrior so I can't really fix that...I need the hours. I just need to get back to God...I know that's why my life hasn't been going to well lately...and that's most likely the reason why I feel so drained...

I saw Kevin at Sports Grill when we went there on Friday. Wait...no...I didn't just see him...we spoke for a little while...It was very very cool...He seems to be doing well. I talk to him online all the time...But that doesn't count...lol

I take my SAT on Saturday...

I need to get crackin on college apps. I need to be done with them by Nov 1st.
FSU...UF...UM...and Dade Honors...pray for me. lol

Gabe...I Lick you alot. =P dork

Josh...::sigh::...How can I NOT love you...

Jilly...love lives...

Joel.............Joel...Joel...Joel...I hate you. "no you don't"...yea I do...

3:44pm: Ok...So anyways...
And I was doing so good with my journal thing...I've been insanely busy, or insanely lazy...one of the 2...

School is insane...I realized something the other day...I talked this over with the other AP bio kids too. Last year, I felt like I woke up in the morning, and went to band. THIS YEAR...I feel like I wake up in the morning and go to AP BIO. That's it.

Today was quite uneventful...I litterally slept the whole day...Only after i got this wonderful phonecall from Miguel telling me that the dive class was cancelled..."Steph, go back to sleep, the class in cancelled." Something about Miguel was very hott at that moment...lol. ("Miguel Likes history!!!")

Speaking of hott...ask Steph why she's in a particularly good mood...(not saying that Steph is hott...lol...I just noticed how that sounded).

Yesterday was a blast and a half... Thankyou Gabe...lol.

There was a football game last night...so of course the band nerds had to play...after the game a bunch of us went to La Carretta...Besides for the fact that I had a massive headach...it was sooo much fun...I have pictures...Emi, Danta, Kevin, Joel, Jill and I had TOO MUCH FUN in the parking lot...lol...once again...I have pictures...

Once again my house has been turned into a hurricane shelter for no particular reason...w/e...fricken tease hurricanes...Chick hurricanes are teases...all of them...

I miss Emi...

the fact that I don't see Josh and Danny anymore bugs me too...

Yannick? BLAH!!! lol..."I'm a trophey wife!..." "YOU'RE A TROPHEY WIFE?!?!? what contest IN HELL did I win?!?!?!"...lol

Anywho...joke of the day complements of Joel...
A pirate walks into a bar with a steering wheel in his fly...
The bartender goes "Hey...You've got a steering wheel in your fly"
And the pirate says.. "Arrrrggghh It's driving me nuts!"

lol

Anywho...
Goodnight everyone

9:34pm: There's a pulse!
Yes...I'm alive...I know you were all terribly worried... ::cough cough::...then again maybe not.

Hurricane Ivan looks like it's going to be your basic male...screwing every country in it's path...besides for the one place it was supposed to hit...lol...not even a rain drop over here...

This weekend was quite random...Joel took Jill and I to the UM/FSU game...(thankyou Joel..I do not know what I would so without you sometimes...)...SOMETIMES. =) That was an insane game...but I could write a journal JUST on the game...
I spent the night at Jill's house on friday night...woke up early Sat..(barely)...and sold water on the corner of 8th street and 27th ave with Billy, Hector, and Paul...THAT was interesting...I think I might have sold the most...I can't imagine why...
I slept all day Sunday...SLEEP!!! That's insane.

Happy Birthday Evan! (It's my little cousin's birthday...he's 15...that's insane)...dude..I remember when you were drooling...and crawling on the floor...and now you're over 6 feet tall and can look at the top of my head..so not cool...STOP GROWING!

Vince...lol...You know...I'm just not even going to say anything.

I've been trying to get pictures together for my senior page...and I was wondering..did everyone have a streak of like 3 years...where they were ugly beyond ugly...?...I mean...my streak has gone far beyond 3 years...but dude...from like age 11 to age 14...someone beat me with an ugly stick...sooo...you will notice that my senior page will contain no pictures of me in middle school... =)

Anywho...

"Oh good...at least my beers ok...::WHACK!!!...BEEP BEEP!:: =P

AH! That reminds me! I have to get crackin on my Dot dots...and my thankyous's...grr

Ok...tune in next time...same bat time...same bat channel...

12:41pm: Here we go again...
Alright so...for the past 6 days...My house has been a fricken hurricane shelter...For no appearent reason. This was brought to my attention the other day...
Have you noticed...that nearly all of the hurricanes that are Male...(Andrew, Charlie, Gordon, Floyd)...ect..Cause a crap load of damage? Where as the ones with chick names...generally don't do crap... I.E...FRANCES...lol...I mean sure...Broward always takes a beating...but still...TEASES! All of THEM!

That's actually not correct..but it's funny to think about now...Supposidly all hurricanes used to be male...but to be "Politically Correct" they had to throw the chick names in the mix to make everyone happy.

Anywho...Lisa and Dani were here...for all 5 nights of our little adventure...that was quite fun. Tio Ralph, Aunt Kim and Evan were here last night from Coral Springs...They didn't have power so they camped out here. Which was a blast and a half because I rarely see them.

Thankyou Josh for making me do the FaceTheJury thing... =P

I haven't talked to Joel in almost 72 hours...I hope the poor kid didn't blow away..on second thought...he and his gay lover do that every day...(Which one?...pick one)

I have Yannick withdrawl...why?...I will never know...

"Don't say that! I'm a trophy wife!"
"YOU'RE a TROPHY WIFE?!?!...WHAT CONTEST...in HELL ...DID I WIN!?!?"

=P

Hurricane Ivan (boy...we're screwed...)...Is now a category 4...soon to be a 5...and headed right for us... Joy...
Perks: We don't have to put shutters up...(they're already on...thanks so yours truly)...
Downside..:...oh...just ask...lol

alright...I need to get crackin on my reading for the AP's...fun fun fun...

I'll be back later...

just wanted to let everyone know that I was alive...somewhat...

12:56pm: Happy Hurricane Everyone!
Well...That is officially the biggest fricken hurricane I have ever seen...It doesn't matter where the heck it's going...it's gonna hit us. Lisa, Dani, and some other family members are commin over...because 4440 is like a cement fortress...nothing is bringing this house down!...lol

I put shutters on my house today...that was a blast and a half...

I don't know when exactly this hurricane will hit us...but I hope power isn't out for too long after...I'm too much of a computer junkie to not have my comp...


I've been trying to find pictures for my senior page...and for mine and Jilly's page... I've been having too much luck...I don't want to leave pictures out...but the $$$ is crazy...and wow...I was a fricken cute kid...Lord only knows what happened...

Today was Alex's birthday...or Yesterday rather..Today is John's B-day...(Ya old fart, you!). Lol...

I've been getting into all these little internet blog spot things...such a nerd...such a nerd...I'm now on LJ, MySpace, AND FaceTheJury...lol...I'm a sad, sad, human being...but Yannick will be joining me shortly on MySpace...so it's all good...

I Miss Miss Klose....lol...I don't feel so CLOSE...to her anymore...lol...ok what a nerd...

I found my Weezer CD...It was in that Abyss known as my car...

Speaking of the Pit Mobile..my dad bought me a lisence tag thing...it says..."Don't laugh, It's paid for"...lol...nice huh?


Alright...Not much to speak of today...sorry...Goodnight everyone!

12:12am: Friggin Hurricane
Other than the fact that we have a 5 day weekend...there isn't much of an Upside to this whole hurricane thing.

There's rumors that the UM/FSU game is going to be moved to september 11...which also happends to be the same weekend at the senior retreat...and the weekend that my parents will be in Dallas...ok...so anyways...that kinda pisses me off...

I don't think I go into work this weekend either...less hours...less money...yea...that sucks...

BUT...I do get to catch up on sleep...which is a very rare thing...(Sleep? what's that?)

Anywho...speaking of which....I'm gonna go...I'll write more tomorrow... =)

Goodnight!

1:30am: Finnally...
The weekend is Finnally here...and I'm quite surprisingly not as overwhelmed as I thought I would be. I mean sure, I have the usual AP work load...But I don't work all day Sat. (10-4)...and Sunday...well...that's a given. God doesn't like Jamba...they make Steph work on Sundays...lol...sooo just kidding.

Anywho..Today I Saw Josh... ::heart melts::...I miss him soo much...He epitomizes the term "True Friend"...there's isn't a single thing about him that I don't Love...even the tiniest flaws...wow...Josh...I love you dude. and Congrats on ur dorm... =)

I went out today with Jill, Joel, and Vince...Always a blast as usual...

I have 1 word for you...Charels... lol...::huge smile of hope...maybe mischief::

I feel alone. For the first time in a while ...I don't have any "flings" going on...(and no...people...Yannick DOES NOT COUNT...STOP IT ...ALL OF YOU...) lol. And I know I'm little Miss Anti-Commitment...But I'm in desperate need of something...preferably a someone...wow...I sound like a pathetic "girl"....gross...

Steph...A.K.A "No comment"....::cough cough:: Vince...

Vince Party of 4!...Wince party of 4!.....Vince!...Vince party of....SHUT THE HECK UP LADY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Raccoons...

Jack Daniels Sause...mmm...

Goodnight everyone...

12:12am: ...Never Pray for Patience
NEVER EVER EVER EVER Pray for patience...Why?! Because God will test you...to be sure you ahve some...before he gives you more...and when he allows you to be tested...watch out...

WAYS TO STRESS YOURSELF OUT...
-Take 3 AP's and an Honors Calc class...
-Work while doing this...
-Be in band and KICK BUTT...
-Attempt to have somewhat of a fling with a guy that you work with...and stress when you realize that it's not worth your time...especially when he has the mentality of a 12 year old...
-Crash into a Mercedes...


Good Therapy...
-Bond with your baby brother...
-Orange-A-Peel smoothies
-Jill...
-Yannick...
-Eric Horstmann
-Remembering when Joel used to be nice.... =P

Atomic # of Lanthanum- 57

Coolest new Baseball dudes...Brian and Brian...Big brian more so than baby Brian...poor kid...

things that will never happen...
the new baseball dudes being cooler than my eric horstmann
pigs flying
joel being 100% straight
Stephanie staying sane the entire year

...I need sleep...it's a precious commodety these days...